Saturday, November 23, 2013

[11/21] Entry Thirty Five: Night Surgeon

Bleh.

Had another Raven dream last night. Dreamt I ran into her, she hugged and forgived me. Not the first time that dream occurs. Won't be the last I suspect. Handled it better this time though, just kind of woke up and proceeded to think about everything but it. Which is a step up from staying in bed crying about it. There's not a damn thing I can do about it really, so, all these dreams can do is just kind of give me an ounce of hope. And while hope is cruel, it's all I have at the moment. Hope that everything I'm doing in life will take me down a better path.

And in a sense it kind of is. I'm in a pretty happy relationship, I'm building my future as best I can, and then I'm learning how to control everything else.

Learning to deal with everything else though good nuff.

Counters +1 :D

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